I like me now

Almost 5 years ago, I was an adventurous woman. I play hard, work harder and drink the hardest.

The only goal I have before was to go shopping and buy things I want without looking at the tag price.

I miss the old me who just wanted to go out, take photos and post everything I do on social media.

I wanted to show everyone how amazing I was. I jump into different kinds of parties and meet a lot of people, and have fun with my so-called "friends".

I don't have any responsibility but just to provide for my parents.

Now, I am boring. I am dry. I can not even go to a nail spa and have my toes painted.

I am married with one kid that I put first before myself.

I do not even have the luxury of sleeping 8 hours straight.

Despite being a wife and a mother, I need to be a career woman too. I am exhausted... most of the time.

I miss the old me...

But I like myself better now than ever.

I am a wife and a mother.

And, nothing can be greater than being both.

I wake up every single day next to my loving husband and oh so sweet little Uno Boy compare to years ago when I wake up heavy and drunk.

Yes, I like it better now.